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I am in dire need of good luck because for whatever reason, I find myself facing continuous swarms of terrible days with uneventful happenings all rolled into one. Today, the 13th of July, 2011, finally got to me.

I cannot say that this day has been my worst, because I am positive that there are many more to come. But ever since the school year began, most of my experiences have been bad nonstop, some of which I can take (and I am grateful for that) and the rest, I simply cannot.

This day started out well. I had a free period this morning so I had the opportunity to wake up at a later time instead of going to school early and waking up at the crack of dawn for Calculus. Pretty good, huh? Well since I'm failing in Math, I'm willing to accept all the free cuts with open arms.

So I thought that the day would end well, but that's probably wishful thinking. After Botany, I finally had the chance to talk to someone about something that has been bugging me for the longest time. I've been meaning to tell that someone what I had been feeling all along but I was waiting for the perfect opportunity. Apparently, that opportunity wasn't perfect enough because we weren't exactly able to resolve the issue.

I didn't mean for it to happen but it did. And honestly, I feel bad times ten. Not only did I just ruin a relationship, but I also received terrible news concerning my health. Along with that, my mom just told me to expect financial difficulties anytime soon. I can already feel life turning its tables on me, and it is not pleasant.

More importantly, I never meant to hurt that someone but I guess I have stretched him/her too thin. Everyone has their limits. I suppose he/she has reached his/hers. I don't know what to do anymore, maybe I'll just wait for a better day. I am truly desperate for a good day and I am hoping that my bad karma would stop. back to top?

Hi, my name is Esther. I am 19 years old (although I really wish with all my might that I were younger) and I'm a college student from the Philippines.

To some people, I am considered a friend. To others, I may be thought of as a threat. To the rest of the world, however, I am no one. My life story is completely mundane and much as I wish to write something astounding or extraordinary about myself, I cannot, for this is who I am today.

My nineteen years have been a mixture of both good and bad experiences, some I am absolutely proud of, and the rest, much to my dismay, I regret. I am proud of surpassing high school and surviving in college, garnering new friends, and facing deadly professors. However, I regret passing judgement instead of extending love to the many people around me.

There's really nothing much to tell, except probably the daily entries that are inevitable to come. Some may be dull, and some may be exciting, but stay tuned and read my entries once in awhile, they can't be that bad. Trust me, you're in for quite a ride. back to top?

The content of my previous blog was mostly about the experiences I endured in high school, and a bit of my first term in college. The purpose of this new blog is to hold the various contents and entries regarding my college life.

Some entries may be pleasant, and the rest, however, may be filled with my daily rantings of my not so lucky days.

Again, I do not seek the approval or opinion of others. May it be a constant reminder that this is my blog and I have every right to post with liberty. We are all entitled to our own opinions and it is best if we simply keep our comments to ourselves and give respect to the entries we read. After all, a blog is a form of self-expression and every person has the freedom to express himself/herself freely. back to top?

Welcome to my new blogspot. I decided to hold on to the old one for keepsakes but because a lot of things have changed, I came to the conclusion of making a new one. I thought of doing wordpress but it is currently on hold sine I am still trying to figure out the navigation and html so for now, this will do. back to top?